MY PHOBIA BEING REALISED
My fear of public speaking started when I was studying in the second standard in the school. While I was in the school I was an average student and I was asked to deliver a small speech in my own mother tongue on the anniversary day of the school where I received my primary education. I got the speech prepared by a famous retired teacher in my locality before two weeks of the anniversary date and began learning it. It was the first time in my life entering a stage and facing the public. As I understood the importance of its performance I learned it by heart and started delivering it in front of the parents. It delivered so wonderfully and I was fully confident of the speech as I got all kind of appreciation and support from my parents.
As the time of the delivery of the speech arrived I entered the stage and began uttering the words. I said two complete sentences but could utter no more anything. I just saw my mind in a blank mode and forgot everything. I just ran out of the stage and I was terribly shouted by my teachers and ridiculed by my parents and companions. This created stage fear in my life and I was no more courageous to face the public anywhere. This event could cause in me for big leakage of confidence. It was a terrific event in my life.
I am sure that this phobia could be overcome only by self help and self practice. As the person grown in ages he has to push himself for facing the public. Public speaking is a great talent is inevitable in today’s world. In my case now I can easily face the public and can speak anything facing the public. I just avoided learning the word to word but conceived the main concept and could speak over the subject. My companions too imparted me a lot of courage and training.
Now I have the treated the phobia and has overcome. Now I don’t feel shy and fearful while facing the public. Today I can prepare over a subject by myself and can speak over it. I make a clear idea of the subject and find sub points over the subject to deliver successfully. I have earned a lot of knowledge over the subjects so that my concepts never stop prompting me.