Ordinance and went to work in brigades logistics shop, S-4, for the rest of my time in the Army. We went to Iraq in 2003 and I was working both in S-4 and as a battle captain in the TOC, operations center supervisor. What affected me the most at the time were our soldiers dying on the radio. I would be taking with a unit after the where attacked, coordinating medical support and evacuation, then to be told to turn the Blackhawk around because it was no longer needed. After the war ended what affected me more was all the Iraqis I was in part responsible for killing. It was all legal and nothing shady put still the thought of it… I left the Army and soon after my wife left me. Things are better now. I have remarried and life is good.