I told myself that this time I’m not going back

It’s good to work. I love it and I wouldn’t want to sit around and do nothing anymore. Doing nothing makes me feel useless and horrible. It’s like I’m a glob of nothing in a big world of everything. If I bring in money, I feel a lot of power coming out of me. I can have freedom to do what I want and when I want (when I’m not working, of course, and if I got enough money..I’m not rich for goodness sakes). I was working at a place for years until I finally gave up and left those sorry people behind. So much negativity…it was driving me up the wall. And it was sad because I quit that job about 3 times before. I don’t know why I kept running back. It had to of been because of the money and not about happiness. There HAS to be a middle ground somewhere. I told myself that this time I’m not going back. I left for good and I left with a bang. They wouldn’t let me back if my life depended on it. Thankfully. So I went and filled out surveys for money…it kept my brain functioning so I can still have it in me to look for another job. Now, I’m happy and working at a better place. It’s still fun to fill out those surveys and remember what made me survive my months without a job. I walk around with a smile because I have a good job and I don’t have to earn money penny by penny anymore.