I hade sex was when I was 12 years old back in January

Hello, my name is Cla and the first time I hade sex was when I was 12 years old back in January. It was a weekend and my parents were away that evening as they had to attend the wedding anniversarry of one of their friends. Anyway, I was crazy about this guy named Dar who lived next door. We knew each other in school and he was a few months older than me. We were classmates and next-door neighbors but he does not know that I have a major crush on him. So I invited him over that evening to watch some DVDs. We were in my room just watching and then he asked me if I felt something about him. I can’t answer back because he might laugh if I said yes and it was too embarassing. But then he told me that he loved me and then my heart just beat like hell. Then I told him that I loved him too. I gave him a kiss and then he asked me if I wanted to make-out so I said yes. We started making out on my bed and before I knew it our clothes were off except for our underwear. He then asked me if I wanted to have sex because I could change my mind after we were done having foreplay.