I am a very lonely person. I graduated a year early from high school and moved away to college. It was really difficult for me to make friends. In high school I had many and was a very loud kid. Now I find myself by myself, overwhelmed by all the work I have to do and living with 3 other people that annoy the hell out of me. I feel extremely out of place. Work isn’t any better for me. I work for a DME company showing patients how to use various medical products. I drive around all day meeting older people who can barely move. It also doesn’t help that the main patients are located deep into the inner-city ghettos. I want to quit my job and school and just go home, the only thing stopping me is the fear that I would disappoint my parents. What is worse is that I got in trouble with the law back in October. I was caught shoplifting and was taken to jail overnight. The only thing I could think about is the disappointment in my parents faces when they find out what I had done. Now I am stuck with credit card debt to pay off the bills for the bail, the lawyer, court costs, and school loans. I just hope something changes very soon, I do not know how much I can take. I try to make the best of things but it just seems like things keep getting worse.